Kat Williams, MHC

For many sensitive individuals, the journey of our self-development is layered by early experiences of neglect or invalidation, if we grew up with an emotionally immature or emotionally absent parent. When the people we rely on for acceptance—our parents or caregivers—signal that our sensitive nature or certain emotions are "bad" or "too much," a profound shift occurs within us. We learn to disconnect from our feelings, erecting barriers to protect ourselves from the shame and rejection we associate with being “sensitive”. This is where the defense mechanism known as intellectualization or the intellectual part of us takes root.
The origin story behind over- intellectualization

Intellectualization serves as a coping strategy, a way to navigate a world that feels unwelcoming to our emotional experiences. In essence, we cultivate a strong intellectual part of ourselves, emphasizing logic, reason, and analysis to make sense of our lives. This mental fortress allows us to suppress our feelings, substituting emotional engagement with rational thought. Decisions become based on "facts" and "what makes sense," often at the expense of our deeper emotional truths.

Living predominantly in our heads can provide a temporary refuge, but it also creates a significant disconnect from our core selves. This disconnection makes it challenging to access our intuition—an essential tool for understanding ourselves and our place in the world. When we lack a solid connection to our emotions, we may feel lost, navigating life without the guidance of our innate wisdom.

The Need for Safety
To heal, it is crucial to acknowledge the intellectual part that has been doing its best to protect us. By asking what this part needs to feel safe, we can begin to shift its role from the driver’s seat of our lives to a more supportive position. This process requires patience and compassion; after all, intellectualization has served a vital purpose in our survival.

As this part feels more secure, we can create space for our core self to take charge. This self is the compassionate, intuitive aspect that understands the richness of our emotional landscape. By nurturing this connection, we allow ourselves to reclaim the capacity to experience emotions in a more nuanced and manageable way.

Reconnecting with our emotions is not about overwhelming ourselves but rather about engaging with them in a titrated manner. This means allowing ourselves to feel in small doses, gradually increasing our tolerance for emotional experiences. As we learn to listen to our feelings, we start to uncover the messages they hold—insights that can guide our decisions, relationships, and overall well-being.

This reclamation process opens the door to a fuller spectrum of human experience. Our emotions, once seen as burdensome, become valuable sources of information, illuminating our paths and revealing what we truly want and need. With practice, we can learn to trust our intuition, making decisions that resonate more authentically with who we are.

As a NYC therapist and fellow sensitive soul, I enjoy collaborating with other sensitive souls in helping them reclaim their sensitivity as a gift so they can better connect and feel grounded in their intuitive nature.